Life And I ....

The Darkness deepens
The Pain is searing
Confusion reigns
Chaos is having a field day!
Life, why art thou so cruel to me?
I expected only Goodness
Desired only Love
Gave only Friendship
And chose only Joy!
Hating Hate
Doing Utmost
Giving All
Seeing Beauty
I have walked through You!
Now in the sunset of my Living
You still Play with me
Stretching me to Breaking Points
Demanding still
All of me...
Where in You will I Find
A little rest
A little go-by
Some Sweet Sleep
And Forgetfulness?

Why do You still Insist from me
This Vivid Vitality?

I Need a Break!!

Life, please do not be so Merciless to me!